Blank Bullets

Today i had the most exciting day of my life.. okay maybe not my life.. but of the week.

 

i saw HIM

 

omg he is legendary.. i LOVE LOVE LOVE feeling like that little primary school kid again. Maybe i shud go facebook stalk him or something.. hah!

NEVER AGAIN- Am i going to buy Heinz canned cream of mushroom soup.. OR anything to that effect..

My god, canned soups only look good on the actual packaging. When u open it up and heat it all up, u get this feeling that ure being ripped off and ure eating the scum of ALL scum., And thats my lessoned learned for the weekend. Next time im super hungry for a quick fix for lunch at work, i will just go my trusty packet noodles.. or a pie or something.. But not THAT garbage pictured above.. Now im craving real hot pumpkin soup or mushroom soup.. mmmmm YUM..  Despite our misfortune in canned soup selection, wihdah and i opted to throw out the soup and make nachos for lunch. OMG the cheese from the deli was sooo EXPENSIVE..Nevertheless, it was the BEST cheese ever.. okay i sound pathetic.. but its true. The nachos were a way better option.. Okay, thats not the actual picture of the nachos we made.. but it comes close to it. gaaaaaaaaaah. im im HUNGRY..

 

Today started like any other day. Slow and well. Just really slow., What made it slower this morning was the fact that the weather was so cold that i really really REALLY did not wanna get out of bed. I didnt want the warmth and comfort to end. I didnt wanna have a shower and i didnt wana get dressed nor face all those friggin customers [most are nice ya know.. but really. Some are just outright nasty impatient pain in the arses who think this world was made just for them and EVERYBODY has to wait on them hand and foot.. anyway let's not get side tracked].. So got out of bed and went to work and to my surprise.. i forgot something crucial..

A PLATE OF SOMETHING FOR MORNING TEA PARTY!!

 

Well well well, arent we lucky that we get to have a morning tea party at work. Normally every friday we have a lil something-something sponsored by the managers/petty cash money.. But since economic downturn and whatnot we've had to cut back. SO this lil do that we are having.. well. is like a breathe of fresh air. Sweeeet Goodness, literally..

There were sooo many cakes and junk-food and tiddly bits that we were literally spoilt for choices. Margaret made profitoroles and vanilla slices.. Me being lazy ole me, didnt bring ANYTHING.. but then again.. the day b4 i worked 9am-930pm, shops close at 9 anyway.. so NOT MY FAULT *winkx* But either way.. seeing the homemade goodies pluss the bought ones makes me wanna bake, its been awhile.. Next week im going to make something... [hopefully.. hehe] Coz apparently we are going to have another tea party next week too. [how the hell ami sposed to stick to my diet scheme like this!! tsk.tsk ] It's okay to do so i spose.. its all for a good cause. It's going towards the AUSTRALIA's BIGGEST MORNING TEA programme raising money for cancer research, in particular bowel cancer, which is apparently one of the most common types of cancer that COULD be prevent if detected early(1 in 5 aussies i think was the stats) - so i dont mind having another morning tea party!! hahaha.. Thats not the point.. the point is, pass on the message, get checked up and donate for research.. A little bit does go a loooong way ya know.. Nonethless.. im all caked out.. maybe i might go bake after work tomoro if i have the time..

Goodnights with awesome dreams fuelled by FULL tummies..

 

xx SsTt

 

Everything comes to life when i am with you..

 

You are my star. my life. my everything..

 

And i miss you to bits and pieces. Don't let anyonelse tell u otherwise..

 

If by saying that makes me sound lesbian-ish. So be it. We shall be a family of lesbian-like sisters. Coz seriously.. i kissed a girl and i liked it.. hahaha.. Especially this one. aint that right babycakes (=

Happy Birthday You Old Fart

To the one that has finally turned 22. I would like to wish you lots of love hugs and kisses on this very special day. You have grown to be a very tall [too tall for an indo.. well part indo.. hehe] handsome, well loved boy. Im proud of you and your mumma would be too. You bring sunshine to my gloomy day and always give me awesomely warm loving hugs. No-one can top that for me :).. seriously..

Don't EVER change the way you are, who you are, and what you're turning out to be.. coz baby i love you that way.

Party hard like no other. Dance like no ones watching. Smile like the world is smiling back. And love like you mean it.

 

Happy 22nd. Everyone is celebrating with u ^_^ 

xx sarscha

 

Here goes the first official-unofficial post that i am making..

Isn't it funny how.. We as humans are methodical as such that we plan for so much in life, yet there is ALWAYS, and i shall stress ALWAYS the unexpected. The surprising. The unaccountable.  And despite the amount of precaution thrown into the wind, we cannot predict what will come about..

For example

At work i spoke to this lady that had dated a guy for a good 10 years, he finally proposed, but 2 months later she got married to someonelse and they are now 51 years happily married and still counting. She chose the other guy not because he had more or was more of a looker [coz seriously he wasn't, the ex was a pierce brosnan-ish multi-millionaire].. but because he showed her what happiness was is and how it could be..

or like a..

Someone i know who'd planned and dreamed of a fairytale wedding.. But in the end.. Under the circumstances.. is marrying in two weeks time, in a church she barely knows, with no family or close friends to hold her hand fifty billion miles away from home. I truly commend her bravery, coz baby thats what i call dedication and most of all, LOVE.

its not always about..

Love or like or happy endings.. Sometimes it could just be a matter of timing.. Like another person i knw that did medicine in university. He was in final semester of a 6 year long haul with his bestfriend, working hard, getting down and dirty, pulling all the stops. But tragedy struck, an accident taking his bestfriends life. Since that day. He could not touch read or see a medical book. He could not face another paitient..

With a tip of a hat.. someones course alters. somenes expectations change. and a new chapter begins..

and that my friends is the beauty of life..

And i don't think there ever is a solution or a way that can help us, you or i cope. There are just people, family, friends that create a support system to catch you. But i ask you this.. will YOU catch me when i fall mid flight? 

 

Four years in the making and i can feel the whirlwind arising. Hang tight. Come fly with me my friend. You might be just what i need to bring sense into my life.

 

i need you :D

xx

Harlooo

Aiie. So we are finally up and running.. To those of you reading out there. WELCOME with a capital COME ON down.. heeee. i didnt wanna make it sound too rude or kinky for you guys. Either way, im just raving on about nothing-ness bcoz its 4am in the morning. i just wanted to welcome y'all. So feel right at home [but not to the point of comfort that u go snooping and trying to actually hack into my account.. heee] Just sit tight and hopefully i will try to update as regularly as possibly. In the meantime.. enjoy the cool early morning sleep and dreamy of cadbury chocolate & everlasting hersheys kisses..

xx